FU

I know that no one looks at this so I figure I can write in this without getting in trouble. Well hopefully.....

I can't believe that everything ended based on one rejected fb request. Are you going to base the entire time we were together on one thing? I mean it was my past before we had anything, yet you can't seem to forget my past. I don't understand. Every time you start a new relationship, you are supposed to have a clean slate. I was never given that chance. I have admitted that I have done wrong too, yet you refuse to accept that fact. I have done everything you have asked me to and I still get burned in the end. What could of done more? nothing..... I did everything. Life doesn't make sense. 

The worst part of my situation is that you lead me on for a while before crushing my hopes. For the past few weeks, I knew you were getting distant, but you never said anything. How was supposed to know that you would end everything in one sec. No warning. Crushed like a bug. I guess mission accomplished for you. Again I did everything you asked me to, yet I was the one getting the bad end of this situation. I am very disappointed at you right now. YOU GAVE UP ON US AND ON THIS RELATIONSHIP. Just like very thing else in your life, you gave up. I guess I should of seen this with all the things you have given up. At the first sign of distress or any difficult time, you give up. I should of know that you would of given up eventually. I tried everything in my power to save the relationship. I put in my heart and soul into it. I had everything to lose and lost everything because you thought it was "hard" to continue. You said that you had too much stress on your life. Come on... you are in intro classes in undergrad. How much stress is there? Sure,  I can see all the stress in your life right now. You are constantly on fb posting and making comments on pics. How life is hard for you? I can tell you are sooooooooooooooo distressed about this situation. I am more f-ing more distressed than you are. I am not posting "hey lets get some mutant ninja costumes" and acting like everything is ok.  You said that I should stop playing the victim. Well, in this case, I am in the victim so how can I not play the victim? I was lead on and was never given an real chance for anything. 

I am so disappointed at you. I hope one day you realize that you gave up something amazing just because you thought it was "difficult". I also hope that you learn to NEVER GIVE UP when things are hard. It builds character. It makes you stronger. And it makes you into a better person. Considering that you have never followed through with anything in your life, you wouldn't know the benefits of going through hard times. You won't get far in life if you give up in everything. For your own sake, put yourself in some difficult situations. Because if you don't, you won't make it far in life. 

Anyways, I hope you have a good life. I can't even look at your pic anymore. You make me sick with your lack of perseverance and how you handled everything. I hope you realize you gave up something that was great. 

Peace out.